changes happen for a reason.
i wouldn’t mind changing every single day if that’s what life calls for.
life?
since when did life matter to me?
since i learned to be happy?
happy?
how long had i been denying myself happiness?
too long for me to remember.
but in this happiness,
i should never forget the map of sacrifices.
The very same line was said a year ago.
This time, it tells a different story.
It was in fact quite the opposite.
No? It was the exact opposite.
I really am a year older.
Happy Birthday to me.
Pain strikes me in form of guilt.
I’ve been wanting to put an end to it.
But i couldn’t, not in this condition.
When you scream, i bleed ten times.
So if you love me, let me hear your voice, torture me once again.
I’ve never felt this trapped before.
Nah, it wasn’t my choice.
It’s more like I’m doing humanity a favor which I’m more than willing to give.
So, thank me.
Nah, I don’t need your apology.
So, thank me.
‘Coz in the end,
I cried,
alone,
again.
So, thank me.
You won’t be crying tonight.
will i be able to keep sanity tied around my wrist?
